lavender hearts
i was going through my craft work yesterday and i found all the things i have made over the past few years. they all seem to mount up and i need a clear out. probably my favourite things are the lavender hearts. mum cut all the lavender and i threaded each stem for the lavender seeds then stuffed them into these hearts.
today has been a low day and my motivation has been slow, and some what absent. sometimes when bad news on top of bad news starts getting on top of you. one of the biggest things i have learnt about myself is the fear which is deeply set in my stomach which moves up into my throat. this fear is disabling and stops me from doing many things. maybe it is about sitting with the fear and managing it but at the moment it feeds the negative self talk that i will be alone, i am not worth it and whats the point......maybe these little hearts mean something, who knows.
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