this morning i have done a lot of time wasting, maybe in delaying studying for my exam on tuesday. i must admit i have lost any energy or want to make my brain focus on attitudes, opinions, experiments and theories. although social psychology is interesting...i just don't feel like it. that on top of my head telling me stories it is quite exhausting. one piece of probably useless information but i find fascinating is that in countries/ places/ cities with high levels of equalities among people, the less aggression there is present?! people who are competing with others like them, causes social deprivation- poor me syndrome which leads to aggression. its the opposite you would think really.
i have made a batch of ANZAC biscuits and a fruit loaf this morning to fill the cupboards. after my visit to my dietitian sarah on monday, this weeks goal is to eat everything on my meal plan and to make my lunch and desserts not so lean... i wish gaining weight could be the fun some people think it is... "you can eat ANYTHING, you are so lucky!".......i wish this was an easy as that. sometimes i watch people eating with pleased and enjoyment and wonder if that will ever happen again. oh what i would do to be able to have a sticky date pudding or nana's trifle, and that be OK with no talking going on. one day aye...
thank god for sarah, thank god for janie and thank god for mum and dad.
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