as we come to the end of another year we all become reflective about what we have achieved and what we want the new year to bring. my 2011 has been full of many ups and downs, twists and turns. i have achieved alot and lost alot. so here i am wondering what 2012 will bring for me- i think the biggest thing i want is to feel happy and have a healthy body. over the past weeks things have not been easy and life has become some what more difficult than it was 6 months ago. it feels like a failure on my part and the 2 years of my life i took out to work on myself sometimes feels like a waste. i know that it is not but that feeling lingers. christmas for most is a happy time and a time to indulge in treats and yummy food. but for someone with an eating disorder its pure hell. it certainly is not that i don't like the food or want the food but allowing myself the food is the problem. it saddens me as i want to eat and enjoy the foods which appear at this time of the year. so today, as i packed away the christmas tree and decoration i breathed a sigh of relief as it is over for another year. here is hoping 2012 is a better year and that getting on top of things is my biggest achievement!
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