changes...

over the recent weeks i have had to focus more on my physical wellbeing. after a long and difficult battle with anorexia i have hit the highest weight i have been for nearly 6 years. it feels like a bit of a milestone and has been interesting, in many ways. i guess the biggest thing has been how really i don't feel much different what weight i am. it feels good though to know my body is healthier and moving towards wellness is much closer. its all abit of an experiment at times but it seems to be going well. some days are still hard but i am getting there. i am heading home for a few days in a couple of weeks feeling much different than what i have for a long time. i think the best part is- wanting to move on and have the old things back like music and fun. on april 2nd i am going to my first gig for years, little bushman at sammy's in dunedin. might i say: what an achievement!