there is nothing glamour about re:feeding or weight gain in the early stages of treatment. ingestion which burns constantly, nausea, constant trips to the little girls room (sitting there for what seems like eternity), headaches, dizziness, hot flushes....the list goes on. at the end of day three, i am just about over it already. i have never really been a dairy kid who loves cheese, milk and other by products from cow etc but here there is no option. every meal is packed full of dairy...except dinner which hosts other protein rich meat or alternatives. there is barely time between meals to digest the last so it feels like Xmas day, every day........and it is only the end of day three. god help me. i feel like a lamb getting ready for slaughter. i just feel sick, sick to the stomach. this is when i just want to run for the hills as the going is starting to get tough. the first few days can be more tolerable as the body is screaming for nutrition but now it repulsion/ disgust has sunk in. anyway new day tomorrow- day 4......here we go.
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