big day tomorrow- so early to bed. 

after nearly 3 months of waiting, appointment, scans and tests. my body is slowing down, it knows when it can retreat. although being at the clinic is hard, really hard, it feels like you have the permission to rest your body and eat. every time i have been in hospital or at the clinic it feels like you go into a hibernation. 

i have lots i need to achieve and fast. 

eating is just the start........