sad

today has been a day from hell......i feel like i have been flattened onto the floor and i can't pick myself up, i feel so low that it is one of those days where i can not see the point. life feels like it is moment by moment, and that i am abiding time and wishing time away. i hold out for bed time and when i wake in the morning it feels like, here we go again. i wish people could go into hibernation. i don't feel like waking up at the moment- just let me sleep.